One medicine for this is to play against strangers online, with which no intimacy is required or desirable, but even here do these strangers manage to synthesize new torments.
We have calculated the highest win rate item build, best runes for Braum, mythic items, skill order, full item build, starting items, summoner spells, item build order, trinkets, and counters. Welcome to the METAsrc statistical Braum ARAM build guide, 12.16 NA. I've also seen the strange creatures that true, worshipful adherence to the meta creates plus the rancor that can be generated among people you then have to work intimately with on something of import that has a severe timeline associated with it. Tier: B Win45.26 Pick3.99 Games: 171 KDA: 3.89 Score: 40.03. That is to say, I hope it's possible to retain something like that. I hope I can hold on to Legends of Runeterra a little past that this time, because I really like its thoughtful pace. Something like that happens when the first new set comes out for a card game I can't really hold it in my head anymore, so I can't lose in the nourishing way I've described above. If Brenna wants me to get more than three things from the store, it's understood now - more than twenty years in - that she needs to text them to me. I feel like if I got an MRI, the image that came up would just be the eyeroll emoji. I'll change factions if I win too much, which. In wargaming, your "list" is your army essentially - the type and number of units you've brought to the table - and I've changed functional, dangerous, proven lists just to try new things, which is generally a euphemism for Losing. Because if I understand how it happened, I don't need to lose that way again. I don't mind losing if I understand a system - in fact, I really like losing when I know why.
Part of it is almost certainly that I tend to have the greatest success in that molten, primordial stage.